boring homework + failing tests + braincrushing projects + annoying teachers + peer preassure = HIGH SCHOOL (duh!)

that's high school for yah... i still haven't done my evaluation, research paper, the bayani thing, and the notebook crap... damn... but no one really cares anymore if they fail or not... we all just wanna have fun... wahaha... and i'm failing science but i don't care.... wahahahahaha!  

*!eastwood with my barkada!*

last saturday. september 17,2005. we celebrated ena's b-day ! i arrived at 5:30pm... nandun na c ashlly sa may tokyotokyo... yahey! naglibot kami muna to buy a gift for ena! nung unang round wala kaming nabili... tapos nung pangalawa we bought bracelets !... sa daan nga may kano na sobrang guapo !!! haha... tapos the b-day celebrant arrived! yahoo! we went to yellowcab... pagpasok palang may dalawang guapo! sobra! lalo na yung naka-yellow ... wahahhahaa! pagakyat namin marami pa sila dun... parang barkada something... dun na lang kami sa labas para hindi malahalata... napansin namin may mga date... yuck ... haha... crush ni ashlly yung naka-black at akin naman yung naka-yellow! muhahaha!!! tawa lang kami ng tawa... ! tapos... dumating c katre! yehey!  subrang nakabihis siya... nakakahiya yung suot ko tuloy ... anyweiz!... dumating c lekai ... she wasn't even suppose to be there... hinintay lang niya c abbi eh... oh well... and then... abbi arrived at 8:15pm... subrang late pero okay lang... dumating rin yung mga ibang paulinians... they weren't suppose to be there... pero okay lang... [i'm a good friend! back off] after eating in yellowcab... nagpapicture kami sa child's play [sutdio]... sobrang saya! ang gulo namin haha... may pic kami na subrang tino ng lahat! yahoo! my first ever studio pic! ... haha... tapos we went to mccafe... haha... tawa nanaman... tapos may dumating na kano... subrang guapo aber!  haha... tapos naglibot ulit kami sa may bazaar tsange haha... i bought a set... may earing, necklace, at singsing! yehey! for only P280! haha... ganda pa! tapos umuwi na kaming lahat! subrang saya at nakakapagod pero subrang worth it!      

Maroon 5 - Through with you!

Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it

And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well

And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you

And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?

You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that

Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through with you

this song is for ***** ********!!! <--- i'm through with you!

my head has been battling with my heart for the past days. my head says to stay with him. but my heart knows its all a lie. as most people say "follow your heart". what if it's impossible? i have someone here that loves me (thats what he said). but the one i really love is miles away. somewhere. hopefully waiting for me. someday we'll see each other. hopefully. colby.

its like a fairy tale. it starts with "once upon a time" and hopefully ends with "they lived happily ever after". but is it even  possible? i don't even know if he really loves me. but my guts tell me that he does. i pray to God everyday. that we'd be together. someday. colby and me.